Saturday, August 29, 2009

Me, Myself & Doubt

“When they saw Him, they worshiped Him; but some doubted.” Matthew 28:17 (NIV)

Is it possible to believe and doubt at the same time? NO. I mean, YES!!! Absolutely not! It is, too!

If two people were having this conversation, it would be tense enough, but if this were a conversation between me, myself and I--well, that’s just scary. Yet, how often do I find myself in this exact predicament? I put my eyes on Him, He shows Himself to me, and at the same time I'm wondering if that was actually Him or not.

The above verse from Matthew occurs after Jesus’ ministry on earth, after He has died, after He has been risen from the dead, and after others said He'd appeared to them and was still alive.

The “they” in the verse refers to the eleven that had been with Him the whole time. Now, if it’s possible for almost a dozen men to see everything in person that Jesus had done and still have some doubts afterwards, then how much more true is that for you and me as His disciples today?

This is no surprise to God. He knows us intimately enough to understand that we are going to doubt Him from time to time. How faithful He was, though, to give us His Word as a reminder that He is God, He is faithful and He listens to our prayers. This is where our faith in Him kicks in---it is even modeled for us in Scripture.

In Mark 9:14 (NIV) and following, a father comes to Jesus and wants Him to heal his son who has an evil spirit. The dad says, “…IF you can do anything, take pity on us and help us.”

Jesus corrects him, “If I can? Everything is possible for him who believes.”

The father’s response back is what I can relate to… “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” The passage says that the dad exclaimed this! Exclamation point!!!!

Notice in this last emphatic statement that, even though it is an oxymoron technically, it is also NOT an oxymoron. “I do believe,” the dad exclaims.

This shows his limited belief, the kind we can do on our own. Then he says, “help me overcome my unbelief.” This puts the emphasis back on God to do the work in us.

We can muster up all the belief in our hearts, souls and minds, but without God’s help to do so, it will never be enough. This desperate dad gets it! God wants us to get it too. I suspect that’s why He put it in Scripture.

At the end of Luke 24, it goes into the same story that Matthew was telling about the disciples, only it adds more of the details. As they were walking along discussing their doubts about whether Jesus had been resurrected or not, Jesus appears to them and asks them why they are doubting.

See, even though He knew their doubts, He didn’t want them to stay there.

So He patiently pursued this process with them, even showing His scarred hands and feet in order to “prove” that He was alive. The next verse is the key: After all of this conversation, in verse 45 it says, “Then He opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures.” Jesus gave them instructions and His blessing after that, then was taken up to Heaven.

This was their life changing moment. After He opened their minds, they understood. Once again, it was His power, not their ability to believe on their own. It says at the end of the verse that “then they worshipped Him and returned to Jerusalem with great joy. And they stayed continually at the temple, praising God.”

How cool is that! Before Jesus opened their minds, they half-worshiped, half-doubted. After He opened their minds, they had great joy and continually praised Him. We can enjoy the latter, if...

...If we'll stop trying to believe on our own with what little we have and begin to depend on what plenty He has.
...if we'll open our minds so that we can experience Him to the full.
...if we'll study His character and remember His faithfulness.
...if we'll learn to hear His voice and tune out the doubting.

He will help us overcome our unbelief. And there's no doubt about that. Exclamation Point! Do you believe it?

14 friends shared a comment:

Laury said...

Such good words here, Laura. Thank you for sharing. So very timely, Sweetie.

Joanne Sher said...

YES - ONLY through him will our belief be enough. Amen Amen Amen!

Denise said...

And the people all said, amen. I love you.

Julie Gillies said...

I DO believe it, LauraLee!

In my weakness, I doubt.I'm so grateful that God enables me--supernaturally--to believe Him. When I waver and doubt, He's there to remind me, encourage me, and open my mind to His truth. Exclamation point! *grin*

Betsy Markman said...

Great stuff here!

Cathy said...

Yes, I do believe His Word. Thank you for that great Bible study.

aspiritofsimplicity said...

This has always been one of my favorite verses. Your post was very eloquent.

elaine @ peace for the journey said...

Recently, I've come face to face with my unbelief and had to surrender it to the cross of Christ. This is such a timely post for my journey, friend. Faith is God's work in us; without his presence to superintend the process, we stay stuck, as is and left where we stand. May God grant us enough trust and wisdom to look up and get moving forward with him.

You have blessed me this morning with a "word" sister. Love you.

peace~elaine

Connie Arnold said...

Yes! Great post, LauraLee!

LisaShaw said...

A meaty sharing dear sister. Thank you for your obedience to the LORD in sharing truth with us.

Blessings and love.

Anonymous said...

just found your uplifting blog. what wonderful words you wrote. I often have the problem with doubt but then I talk it through with God. I know doubt is a human trait and my God will help me through it. How comforting that we are not alone in that.

Kimberly Michalski said...

Sometimes self-reliance or reliance on other persons/things inhibits our trust. Have you ever believed yet not fully trusted? :)

Lori Laws said...

Yes, I do believe! Only through Him can our minds be open. Great post!

dthneece said...

thank you!!!